Friday, March 29, 2013

Crazy Stupid Bad

So this is how it feels like to feel crazily bad and terrible inside that you just wanna puke. It's like someone's squeezing my heart so hard. It's like no air's going into my lungs and I can't breathe.
I feel terribly and completely sore. I feel battered.
And I feel scared. And small. And alone. I feel lost.

I need a tight hug and a hand to hold. I need someone to help me stand firm when things come crashing down.